CatchLinda

I am usually a baby... And I know I always care way too much about what people thingk... But I can't help it. I'm trying not to keep my blog too much about my feelings, but it is chaning now.

I know I care too much about what people think
I know I am a baby
I know I think everything is about me...
I know that sometimes people can be mad at other stuff and let it go out over me
And I also know that people might not even be in the same great mood as I am at the moment, and it might not have to do with me at all...

Even though I know all these stuff... I still can't let it go. I am writing it down... I have the answer to what would make my life a LOT easier, but why can I just not adapt it into real life?

Like tonight..? Tonight I felt like I didn't do ANYTHING wrong... But EVERYTHING still came out wrong... What did I do? And I think it is a big deal, but appearantly not. I am just soooo scared and afraid of conflictions, and argumentations. I love it if it is not personal... But otherwise I hate it.

I am wierd... I still want people that I dislike to like me... That's not many because I like most people... But still...

Alright, now I do feel a lot better. Thank you blog!!!